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begun the,

strange dreams like the waves
which i am rowing against.

fisleri takip cikarirken, trying to be less sentimental (less selfish, more mature,..)
i might have unplugged the power chord.

is it that i connect to the world through myself only.. ?
(----when i stopped using a mirror* to look out,
*with a reflection of me on its corner: ---- )
when i stepped back into me, and started to see the
outside, everything, not as the images
but themselves, it all dried up so quick. i found my self with the world as a big ball
on my lap, trying to figure out how to get in, or what to do with it.