"high noon"
kendimi koruma icgudum cok gelismisti, disardan bir zarar gelmesi zor oldu hep, ancak icten yikilabilirdi koruyucu duvarlarim. simdi kendime yaptigim bu yine, icten yikiyorum. sinirlar olmadan, kaleler olmadan yasayamiyorum, tek bir parca olunca burusuyor kirisiyor, parcalara bolmek lazim.. bazi parcalari gommek (mezar taslarini unutmamak da).
far away somewhere there is a tea pot i can still hear, and aroma tea that i can smell. and there is a garden, that will remain forever undiscovered, and there is the kitchen window openning into that garden, there are bugs and flies on the shady veranda. shades of leaves are cooler than
the wind itself , brushing the dreams through sleeps.
It’s high noon in California
It’s midnight where you are
..
Goodbye, goodbye, California
Goodbye and I’ll be moving on
I sang you my songs
I know i’m wrong
Fare thee well
And I’ll be moving on
(from Jolie Holland's Escondida album)
2 Comments:
gittin mi, geri dondun mu, nerelerdesin...
did you move on...
can one move on without moving away...
i moved away many times but not sure if i moved on...
it is like i took ...along, i guess
california'dan ayrildim, eski okuluma, ohio'ya donucem yaz sonunda. i m hoping to move on, i wish i can get grounded too, i ve been travelling, actually; moving, symmetrically lately, going back to cleveland will close one loop. maybe i can settle there for a while (for a few years(?)) and maybe going back is also like a test to show myself how much i ve been able to move on. i am happy where i am now(in japan). i am hopeful and i am amazing myself by being hopeful again after so many failures. i still beleive in my own sweet words. and i beleive that's good, at least for now.
hope you are doing good.
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