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last two evenings, since the snow started to melt, something feels so different, cant tell why, oldum de yeniden mi dirildim?, i go out and i am there, everything is same and full.. i m there where i stood waiting the lights to cross the street in anytown in the world, any "semt" in Turkiye, on a "aksamustu", at any day of the year, any number of years to now; bundan bir ay, bir yil, bes yil, ya da bir omur once. i m there standing. waiting for the lights. as the night falls;


from last night:
meger (mutlu) olmek icin yetermis bu. i dropped on the ground, no one could catch me, i dropped dead, waiting for the lights. it turned green, no one passed. and an ambulance flew into sky...

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