listening to cat power

nausea of trying to figure out the place of things (feelings-meanings) within the whole to get in or just for our obsession of organizing i guess comes from bringing in mind the idea of a whole which makes us feel the coldness of emptiness on the back of our neck. as for the getting in (feelings-colors) part, that's why it feels like a ridiculous jump where we dont know why we are making, not visible/locatable from where we stand, it's a switch that turns our 'sense of detail'/'living the moment' on.

people are, i believe more comfortable within a sense of infinity compared to a countable/limited place which leads to the concept of ONE, a whole where you'll feel the chilliness of emptiness at your back (standing at the outmost shell).

8:22 am

catching gloom like catching cold. cold morning o O (warm bed). 8:22 am.