again a bit of unease. マブイ-ウツシ ("まぶや- まぶや-う-てぃく-よ")

so summerlike (i hope forever...)

- when not connected to anything, couldnt say a word. and when i still tried to say, it looked like scattered pebbles on asphalt. -

now finally connected, after a night ride, through a nice neighbourhood (lakewood) with windows open and waking up into a nice sunny day.

unease; and looking for shelter in songs to escape the winds that flatten the memory.

- this time tomorrow, the kinks

last night's dream: a Caribbean island colonized by ottoman, men dressed up like 1900's bureaucrats. an apartment being revisited. a family.